Tuesday 1 January 2013

(Not Really) New Year

Firework can break the silence, but a night is still a night. Every moment will fade away, but time repeats the daily. You can have your resolution, you can make up new hopes for new year, but people don't change in a blink of one night. What you are will still be what you are. What you don't have will not be yours unless you buy them. Isn't party you enjoy tonight just the same as other parties thrown in every other night? Denial, Escape, Social? Just admit. We know how miserable we are.

Hypocrites will still be hypocrites. Corrupt bitches will still be bitching around. After tonight, only those who get married or those who have new jobs will find changes in life. Not if you've been married to your job, though.

One single new year won't stop people from being selfish and childish. As history has taught us, it takes ages. No exception, additionally, when they're certain God has changed them outside inside. Oh, delusional faith.

Instead of being joyful, don't you think we should be ashamed in this new year eve? After so many lessons of life we're still going nowhere. Despite saying mistakes are so humane and they're there as lessons, we've just become the mistake itself, in fact. Perhaps we're so consumed by power, perhaps we just fear to be selfless, perhaps we just pretend we have no burden and obligation. Whichever you are, I'm sure you're cautious enough to know your throne is not immortal.

Don't forget our freak peers, broken-hearted society, and prodigal royals. Life is still harsh and most of times is unfair. Either you're drowned in prodigy of self-defense mechanism, or you die. Psychologically speaking, you won't be rid of madness until you're rid of yourself. See it now? Who's made life as much difficult and much bullshit?

After all, let's not get too much pessimistic. They say, life is full of surprise, and we people can still surprise ourselves. Les hommes ne croient jamais les autres capables de ce qu'ils ne le sont pas eux-mêmes. And still, tradition shouldn't be disrespected. It's okay to excuse once in a while, pretending nothing wrong ever happened. Il faut laisser le passé dans l'oubli et l'avenir a la Providence, said.

Another year to be suffering? I hope we're as good as stainless to sustain. Survival is an achievement itself.
XOXO.

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