They call it as "Sincerity"

About 2 months have passed. Much to tell but let's see what I can do here.

Never thought before that practically it's true, true peace comes from balance. Philosophically I always know, either by reading or contemplation, but exercising mind to action is totally different. Reality is never as easy as thinking, despite world's order is made by great thinkers.

Now take a look to the case: Why the hell couldn't I understand sooner, that being a medical student is not that difficult? Why wasn't I able to accept my calling?

But lest regret conquers me, I am what I am because of what I was.

Sometimes freedom is not always about leaving, but freedom is to stay.

It takes sincerity to let myself live not my own dream, to make myself dream someone else's dream. It's not easy, but it's the path I have to pass through.

I'm not saying I'm

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"There’s a reason I said I’d be happy alone.
It wasn’t ‘cause I thought I’d be happy alone.
It was because I thought if I loved someone, and then it fell apart, I might not make it.
It’s easier to be alone.
Because what if you learn that you need love?
And then you don’t have it?
What if you like it? And lean on it?
What if you shape your life around it?
And then… it falls apart?
Can you even survive that kind of pain?
"

- Meredith Grey, Season 7 Finale